Death Of An Emomy bedroom is my coffin sprayed with sweet formalinI lay still with my bloodshot eyes openas my chaotic mind is wondrin'I think I need some nicotine to kiss the smoke as it spells your nameI think I need some wine or caffeine to taste your heat when we're fuckin'I think I need some cocaine to get away from all burdenI think I have to lick that bloodstain to erase the memory of painI think I need you to lean onI'm weak, I can't move onbecause though I think I drownstill I don't wa
Wet DreamsLast night I dreamed...of you,smiling sweetlyas if you never made me cryI stared at your lipsI remembered how our teeth clankedthe first time we kissedI heard myself giggle.then you spokeas if we're in good termsI felt your warm breatheI remembered how you dirty-talkedwhile you tickled my earI felt stiffwhile you embrace meas if you never hurt meI sensed the longing on your skinI remembered that daywe lost ourselvesI miss you baby...I felt so cold insideI was awakenI peeped out of the window,it's rainingI felt colder,then I realizedI am crying...just like all the nights
the Grass SpokeLike a crisp of fog catching a seep of sun's breath, he would soon evaporate... So how could I recognize him among those masses of cloud above? And when they pour down as rain, which drop would I catch in my palms? If ever I catch him, would he not slip from my hands again? So could I still cull him from among those creeks of precipitations? Or would I just let him flow away to the seas and the oceans? And like a striving grass in the arid, let myself be deprived of even scanty dewdrops? Only the teardrops I have not poured out yet would withstand me. Oh, how I wish I were something else! The bristle cone which exudes ch
Of Waiting And Cheating......you're letting me gonow you don't mind meoutside your heart's roomoutside your life's homeif only i camejust a bit earlier,maybe the door is still closeso i can still knockknowing you're waiting insidefor me to come inbut now it is openi get it, i'm latethat no matter how muchi wanted to barge ini just lost the rightto stand and fightmy fault, i admitfoolish me...it's my defeat....if only i camejust a bit earlier
March 12sori,di ko naramdamanna bertdey mo30th,ang pinakamalungkot...sori,di ko naunawaanwala akong alamkaya wala akong karapatanna turuan kasori,di ko napansinnasaktan kita...naisip ko langng umalis ka.pwede ba magpaliwanag?malungkot din ako'kala mo'andyan ka kasiat 'andito akokaya lingid lahat'gang 'kala na langpero ang totoopareho lang tayomag-isasawinagdadalamhatinagpapariwaranawawalan ng direksyonkung sana...magkruslandas natinmakikita ko,makikita mopareho lang tayomay luhang tinatago.
I want you to know... I call you by your last name... You said my name is beautiful. Thanks, but you know what? I don't like my second name - Jean. I was born May 21, you were born January 1. I am 20 days, 4 months and 13 years younger than you, doesn't matter. You like younger women, we're vivacious. I like older men, you're wiser. Blue's Clues! February 14 last year, my date and I watched the movie Baler. February 14 this year, I'm dating someone from Baler. I understand that your family is very important to you. I have this feeling that if circumstances will force you to make a choice, you'll choose them over me, right? Back to our old school days,
Tissuei didn't wear my watchi want to forget it's Thursdayi don't want 2:00 a.m. to comestill something in me anticipateswhile something in me dieswhile i lose myselfi almost uttered a prayerthat he'd still be theresitting...sipping his Starbucks coffeeeven though i have in my handsthe note he wrotein this tear-soaked tissuemy heartbeat became my clocki watched the door swung open,and close, as people come and goi looked for his facebut i only find it in my mindi started to worryi searched for his presencebut i only feel him in my hearti started to cryi hate this tissue!it did not lie to me
I'm Over YouYour ghost haunts me no moreon ebony nights that I'm aloneI now have peaceful sleepsgone are those painful weepsYour shadow follows me no moreon bright days that I'm idleI now am a sane creaturegone are my crazy demeanorsMy mind is crystal clearIt's not you who I deserveI've changed my prayersI became much wiserMy heart won't make me stupidmy emotions won't bend my decisionsI've changed my faithbefore it is too lateNow I can look straight to your eyesSmile at you with no disguiseMeet you vis-a-visYou're someone I'll no longer miss...and maybe you'd wonderwhy suddenly I just don't carewhy I act like
Hunisa paghupa ng apoy,'di ko wari kung sadyao naligaw ka langna sa pugad ko'y makipisannabali ko namura't malambot mong mga pakpaknarinig ko naimpit mong pag-iyakngunit minsan,at minsan,isang dipang langitsabay na nating nalipadsubalit sa pagdausdos,pababa...ay ang pagdalisdis dinng ilang patak ng luha.isang taon...mga pakpak mo'y ikakampay nalilipad ka, bababa,at hahalik sa pulang lupaapat o lima pang taon...mga pakpak mo'y ikakampay mulililipad ka, babalik,sa lupang itim na sa pighatiang mailap mong mga mata,na di ko natitigan ni minsanang matalas mong pakiramdam,na 'di naman ako nagulat pa
Pangungulilalulan ng aircon bus subalit maalinsangannakasandal sa kutson ngunit ramdam ang latay sa katawannakaiPod pero bingi ang pakiramdamnagtitext sa cellphone ngunit bagot din namandumungaw sa bintana kinuha ang digicaminiumang sa target subject subalit nanamlay langbakit kahit ano gawin... nanunuot sa kalamnanbakit kahit ano isipin... puso ay sinusutsutanearly na pumapasok sa work nago-OT pa para maging busy langlahat ng nagpapaalala sa kanya puro iniiwasanngunit sadyang nagsusumiksik kahit pinipigilansa biyahe pauwing bahay
eLove Youwith a push of a buttonand a click of the mousefrom my screen to yoursI am sending my lovewith a cyber kissand a code for a hug
False Hope, Then Hope Falls...swiftly,like when an eye winksand abruptlythe heart sinkspain prickslike million thorns,jealousy wakesself scorns...of ifs and whysof doubts and crysthat boils the bloodthat brings such grudgewould end in misery?pulled by gravitywish as if deaddeep down the gravethat's how hope fallswhen hopes are all false
Why is it painful to love?We never knowbut when it slits our beingit can last a lifetimeWe never knowbut where it hits uscauses paralysisWe never knowbut who hurts usis always the most specialWe never knowwhy they always dowe're just always left wond'rin'so We never knowhow to heal the woundsif ever they do heal, still there's always deep scars
Love OverdosageYou gave me everythingso that I'll learn to return them back to youI received nothingYou made me a possessionso that I'll know to whom I belonguntil you forgot that I am also mineYou studied what I really amand you realized I am not like youso that you needed to mold me into your likenessYou loved me too muchuntil we both drownedas we lost ourselvesbecause now what you see in you is meand you started to think that you are meso that you won't understandbecause you spent all your timetrying to make me understand youuntil you forgot that you should have understood yourself firststill I know, you won't listen t
Cold Sunsetabove the pink sky,behind those silent cloudsare emotions...beneath the frozen water,within the stillness of the seaare memories...of the forgottenwho longs to be remembered...just when the sun setsand my tears fallas your guitar is broken and Morrison sings his goodbyeour hands lose grip...our footsteps make a rhythmof stones clashing by the beachbut they leave no printsthey are washed ashore...
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~ =SeptemberBreeze